what was all those dreams i have for? well, god explained it to me just now(i think). i was crying and struggling that i fall off the bed. i was shock. i sat down thinking, but maybe this was JUST a dream or is it real? idk, maybe i shall keep it deep inside me. ill observe every single thing happening. and if its real then im speechless. and ill take this as a punishment from god. i cant be so stupid or cheap enough to fall for eveything. god, thanks for waking me up. ill just pray. nights.
Yboy,i'm better off without you.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
5:07 AM
i cant lie that im not jealous. cause honestly, i am. i just dont want to tell you cause im scared it might change everything. and there's no point me being jealous, after all we are just normal friends. one more thing, i hate when people dont appreciate what i do. wtf, if you dont appreciate, might as well d.i.y. there's no need to pretend infront of me. im not your dog.
