what are you trying to say?
you don't want me anymore?
do you know that it hurts?
do you even care how i feel?
what am i to you?
i controlled myself just now, and boom!
i was crying
then Mel saw but shaheka didn't, which is a good thing.
thn in the bus, i received a msg.
i cried continuously.
idk why, i just cant control it any longer.
it really hurts. seriously.
and thr was mel, saying"relax uh bad, dont cry"
i just kept quiet. i was speechless.
i told her to accompony me to punggol park.
we went home first, but before i step inside, i wipe all my tears
and breath in.
we went there, sat down, talk.
i accidentally talk to her in malay.
we laugh, its damn funny! atleast she cheered me up!(:
i love her! but wify more!(:
walk home, we laugh and all.
and all of a sudden, i've forgot about everything tht happen.
but still, inside me.
it hurts badly. fucking badly.
and im sorry to tell lies to some of you. i didnt want you people to worry about me.
sorry. but i hope i will be okay.
