Saturday, December 12, 2009
6:56 PM
on friday night i was fucking shocked, seriously. after tht convo, called my bestie and told her everything. so nw, only she knw hw i felt tht day. and tht particular sentence keep repeating in my head, it could not stop. and every time it repeats, i just feel like crying and keep asking myself, was it really my fault. the nxt day, i feel weak. i was at my aunt's house. she asked me to follow her to the market but before tht, we wnt to eat. i ordered nasi lemak, and guess what. i only eat 3 spoon of nasi lemak and im alr done with breakfast. thn walk to ntuc, inside ntuc i was walking like as if im drunk. wtf is wrg with me sia. so i wnt outside and sat dwn while waiting for my lil brother and aunt. after 15-20 min of waiting, they came. my stomach hurt so much tht i feel like vomiting. so wnt bck to aunt's house. the first thing i do is i ran to the toilet vomit what ever i eat just nw. thn i took a rest. 10 min ltr, i vomit again and again. seriously, i feel weak and my face look so pale. so i sleep and i had a morning nightmare. its a good thing i have my lil brother to help me. i love him. thn, my aunt wnts to go to onan rd and beach rd to get stuff for the bbq. thn picked my mum up to eat dinner together. reached east coast lagoon food village. mum and aunt wnt to order food while me and adik stayed thr. at tht point of time, i was doing fine. while eating i saw dolphin's friend. blablabla. thn off to order food for my dad and 3 other brother. i followed my aunt to get something for her son. and this two guys stared at me. i just ignore thm. thn walk pass thm again and he said" hello pretty" i turn and smiled. i do this not bcz i was flirting with him but trying to be friendly(:
Yboy,i'm better off without you.
