is it my fault that i cared about you? i really feel like giving up. i really cant bear with all this stuff. what i want is happiness, what is so hard about that? you can do what you want, but i cant. i feel like as you are no longer the one i use to know. i thought you would know me and understand how i feel, i guess not. i was so stupid believing you, i keep falling for this all over again. i really had enough of being cheated. i thought i can turn to you, i guess i was wrong. i cant turn to anyone now. i shall keep everything to myself. why should i cry over this right. maybe i should change, i really hate you now. you left me speechless. i rather be alone then being hurt all over again. i might keep quiet but i do have feelings. no point me typing all this shit. sorry, i giving up now. i really cant bear the pain. im weak. im not gonna control you. i do love you, but seriously, i dont want because of me you are the one suffering. bye for now. sorry.
